I can't sleep comfortably
in a bed that's make believe
Been enlightened by the fall and through it all
you've cared for me
But when I'm real
about the way she makes me feel
There's extraordinary pain
I'm feeling
She's all I want
she's all I want and need
'Cuz she knows
how I bleed
Can we salvage some of the bond
I never deceived you lady - and I loved you greatly
But can you understand I hadn't planned
what's happening..
Still I'm wondering -
am I such a mess?
Am I childish selfish cold-hearted man
because I want something else?
I wish I could rise above it all
and study the possibilities
Like what if I don't answer this call?
And just forget about love..
But she's all I want
She's all I want and need
'Cuz she knows
How I bleed (2x)
(Slow Section)
See I'm fine during idle time
and I'm fine with a busy mind
and I'm fine today
and I'm inspired to say
I'm even fine when I think I see your face in crowd
And when I hear your voice sayin' I love you
so loud..
You always made me feel so confident and proud
But when I drink, when I drink, it's when I drink
I think of you
Said when I drink, when I drink, when I drink.. I think of you
credits
from Dust,
released March 21, 2015
Music and Lyrics by Aled Ordu
PRODUCTION
Vocals: Aled Ordu
Guitar: Aled Ordu
Recorded at a home studio in Sofia, Bulgaria
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